only 5 minutes and the coming of 2012 holds deep reflection for me. it’s a yearly task of whipping up thoughts and reviews of what had gone by in 2011. my life had been a real stretch traveling through straight lines, winding paths and sharp turns. and as I think of it, i went through to those paths before perhaps only in a different speed and intensity. it hasn’t been easy. yet life, without any ...complications, seems not right to me.
i'm taking this special moment for my thoughts to run back to time to assess what had gone by in my life, search for common threads and recognize areas of growth. i'm again reviving a landscape of colourful memories which every year slowly change into sepia as time ticks away. but i must say that some past events remain steadfast in bright colours and could never die in my heart.
year 2011 had been very trying and busy, and, undoubtedly, happy. i experienced many longings and low-times but as usual i did my best to creep up to the surface to see the light and to assess the meaning of what struck me down. i remain coping to hurting and adjusting to variety of changes. however, despite the stress and uncertainties, i remain very thankful of the blessings and good-times which never cease to lift my spirits up. i have loved ones who constantly admire me and remind me of my value as a person.
my life has been in the offing for clarity and results. much so, i'm anxious to see where my life is heading. waiting can be a very tough game but i know that waiting has a reason all on its own.
i hope that 2012 will open me to more vigilance, strength, happiness, togetherness and full of awareness to people, events, time and place. definitely, and as always, it is going to be a happy new year for me and my munchkins. my sights are now gazing far enough, just enough to see what the future has in store for us. dreams are piling up. I’m slowly gearing myself up to accomplish the tasks.
